the modivation has to come from your heart, im like you
i want to drive my truck 
but the best thing that helps me is i dedicated my truck to my new born son a year and a half ago. i did this because he was a premie and it was iffy of him making it I absolutly love me truck and it is his as soon as he turns 16 if he wants it. the hole comment was made as a waiger of if he made it through it was his my wife has made me stick to it also everytime i say i bought a new part for my truck she says no it your sons