I know how you feel, I come and go with my efforts. When things seem impossible I lay off of it for a week or so and don't get on this site either. Then I come back and look around, that usually gets me fired up again. I also have a folder of nice blazer pics that I have collected around the internet, that is my screen saver on this computer. Staring at them gets me motivated. Either way, don't feel bad if you need to take a break and come back to it when you are ready. It's definitely a labor of love!
