[CC69Rat]

With a few days to think about it and trying to steer myself away from something I truly enjoy, guys I can't do it. This stuff is in my blood. This site is my stress release and I have a ton of friends on here, whom I respect like my 'family'. I removed all my tread subscriptions, etc. .. now it's like something is missing. My cell phone is silent. My wife even asked me what was up.

The constant beeps from Losh's thread .. Laughing at posts from Shawn and others too .. I miss it already. I can't keep my battery charged from all the 67Cheby updates. .. but I really do miss it.

My initial decision to just go away was intended for damage control, not because I wanted to go. I'm just not one to dwell on things for very long. I have over $20k wrapped up in my trucks and the fact is, this hobby is not the same without friends to share it with.

I'm over it, I have made ammends with the people that lead me to feel I needed to leave. I have my refund and an incredible respect for the Executive Staff on this forum. The other forum is sloooooowww.. Nowhere near the posts or excitement that goes on here.

Another thing is my Dad is on here. This is our line of communication sometimes. It sucks not hearing from my Pop.

I can't stay off this site. I can't .. It's like a disease.

More updates to come. My bed fenders and back panel are done and really look nice. I'll post some pictures in a little while.

Thanks for understanding. I will sacrifice myself before I sacrifice a friendship. It's that simple.