Farewell Fine People

[*Dylan]

Well, I just figured I'd say see you guys in a few months (probably when I turn 18). I did something stupid and my parents found out about it so now I have to pay the consequences. It was my fault and I take full responsibility for it and now I'm being grounded and and everything I have is being taken from me. I'm not allowed to go anywhere or do anything for who knows how long.

Figure I might as well let you guys know what it is too. I'm 17 and I went to a party and got drunk for the first time. Parents found out, and let me tell you, nothing anyone has ever said to me has brought me to tears other than what my parents said when they found out last night. My mom couldn't even look me in the eye much less talk to me though her uncontrollable tears and sobbing. When she finally did talk to me it was yelling and screaming, as well as the first time she's ever cussed me out. My dad, this was the first time he's ever told me that he was disappointed in me and made it a statement telling me I broke my mothers heart. Walking through my house it just felt like my whole world was falling down around me. Never have I felt so much emotional pain as knowing I was the one that disappointed my father and mother, and I was the sorry bastard that put my mom to tears. You know it's bad when you nor your parents can look each other in the eye.

So, with that said, never wanting to go through that again I'll never drink til' I'm 21 because there is no way I could go through losing the trust of my parents like I did last night and going through all of this again. I've let myself and my family down and it's a wretched feeling.

Goodbye til whenever.
Dylan

PS: On one last leaving note, if you're still living with your parents, don't drink, it's not worth it if you have to go through what I or my parents went through last night. You'll never forget how it feels like your hearts being ripped from your chest. It's not worth it guys.