Okay here again should I stay in NC or go to Alabama?

[70' GMC]

I have not felt at home since I left for the army thought about going back to Whiteville NC my hometown but not worth it.... I have a good friend of mine since I was in the army and he said shaw I will help you get you on your feet again... I moved back to nc to help my mom out and well it didn't go like I had planned....should I just up and leave for Alabama thoughts? It's sad that I trust you all over all my family.... You guys and gals were there for me when no one else was. I love every single one of you like family but better